One of Those Days…

I’m having one of my frustrating days today, but doing my best.

Ma is a bpd on the verge of a nervous breakdown every day. I might have a wee bit bpd minus the nervous breakdown, but passive-aggressive by nature. I stay quiet and avoid confrontations which is fucked up but I can’t do more than that with my hardware, although I am trying to.

I need to do more though and not be a piece of shit.

Getting old has to be scary, she doesn’t realize I am here to do everything for her which seems like I don’t do anything cuz everything has already been done. I’m trying to get more done but it’s hard to avoid distractions.

So it is Fridaynight and there’s tons of action in PFL LFA UFC & KSW. Not even joking with a bonus Road to UFC special starting tonight 11pm. Should be doing more hw right now. Bought R$ plays, guy only picks favs past 2 days, go fig.

Went out last night for a min met Ms. R. Caught her walking by herself behind Tap, asked her if she would like to have a drink, and ran the play. Got her number, and into interviewing action, cute face, latin american, hiding a donk very casually, but I know what time it is.

Anyway back to work. Have to be the bigger person, it’s part of the game.