Not sure what it is but def sense an uneasiness in the air.
Since I last checked in. The Heat won Game 2 then lost Game 3.
Ended up staying at the Hilton Dolphin w/ BE, she's tripping today. Wants to come down and watch the game with me. Problem? Possibly. I have no dick or nut. Been making music vids & not working out and Sliz came by last night. Which was great cuz gotter on cam, which I never thought possible. So that was a win. Had to leave #1 alone last night after going over to D’s. He passed his test and moving to Delaware in a few months and would like me to take over his 4 bdrm crib with pool which I'm planning to have a webcam/ OF studio worse-case scenario. Maybe reach out to photographers if they want to use the crib. & porn stars. Why am I like this?
Fk.
Moving along. Heat lost game 3. Worst thing is Himmy looked hobbled. Hero may be back tonight idk will check shortly.
Im stressed.
Need to start knocking again. Next week. Take today to get right.
Just smoked a spliff to the face. It only helped partially. Still gotter in my head. You know what else bothers me about women? When they ask you those ultimatum questions. Like hey, you wanna do this later? And if you say no its the death of you? Well yeah, that's one of the reasons why I like being alone tbh, bc those type of behaviors only get worse.
Anyway Let’s roll, I need some anime & tunes in my life to drown out the drama. They wanna chill for G4 but I aint even got a dick rt now! Gotta laugh cuz if not 😭 😂
#1 just asked about game time as well, I just stayed quiet. It's cool tho. Thats why shes #1. I guess.
Im stressed. Gambling? Nerves? Boner pill? Combo? I'm probably gonna die earlier than most but I hope not so I need to eat more pbj & live in the gym. Also get to work next week, no cap. Best job imaginable. Work when I want but get to work.
G4 tonight Nuggets up 2–1.
Panthers won last night 3–2. Series now LVK 2–1.
Oliveira UFC tomrw def must watch. Do think he is possibly washed up tho I still love the guy.
Need to figure out wtf is going on with crypto Im being way too careless for real make it work make it happen let's go.
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